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Low-fi gorgeousness.
I can take or leave her but Kermit has made her seem kinda cool to me now.

I can take or leave her but Kermit has made her seem kinda cool to me now.

One of my recent obsessions is Mad Men, a show set in the 1960’s advertising world on Madison Avenue, a show which has been described by people I know as ‘that show about lying and cheating’ and ‘product placement porn’. Both of these statements are somewhat true - there’s a lot of secrets and sleeping around and real-life products are used but duh, this is a advertising agency in the 1960’s and it’s trying to be real!
Anyway, my favourite characters are Peggy Olson and Pete Campbell. My reasons for liking Peggy are straightforward - she’s ambitious and aware and always honest. She isn’t glamourous or celebrated for her beauty but she has something that matters more - credibility. Something that she cherishes because she’s had to push for it. She’s just too likeable to dislike. But like Pete, her outside demeanor masks something far different - it comes out through her eyes sometimes or how she says things - but like Pete, she is probably unware of the depth of this other-persona.
But Pete, oh Pete…a weird little set of compulsive needs and neurotic tendencies in a manboy’s mind. Slightly robotic, frustrated in every way possible, with a never-to-be-returned mancrush on Don Draper - Pete is everyloser but nevertheless, in a enviable position - he is from a well-regarded family, married to a picture-perfect wife (even if they seem to be children playing house rather than an actual adult married couple) and a big office at Sterling Cooper with his Greek chrous buddies (whom I also love despite their rather disgusting ways).
I’m not telling anyone anything they wouldn’t learn from episode one (if you haven’t seen it, go watch it!) but it seems like Peggy/Pete is the relationship everyone loves to deplore but secretly cheer on. That’s understandable - they’re both outsiders, more so than Don/Rachel, and besides, they just look too cute together! But in a way, I feel guilty for feeling that Peggy should make things work with Pete. It would be too out-of-character for her (especially in light of the season two ending) because she wants more than that. 
Then I start thinking more personally. I know (knew?) a Pete in real-life (minus the freaky hunting fantasies) and things ended badly. I was never sure if he’d be nice or not to me…and sometimes I didn’t mind either one. The few times I was at his place, he’d make awkward conversation and put his arm around me and act like this is all homely and gosh-terrific. Every act was functional. I told him that I thought he felt things deeper than he even knew himself and he agreed. That made me feel very sad for him.   

One of my recent obsessions is Mad Men, a show set in the 1960’s advertising world on Madison Avenue, a show which has been described by people I know as ‘that show about lying and cheating’ and ‘product placement porn’. Both of these statements are somewhat true - there’s a lot of secrets and sleeping around and real-life products are used but duh, this is a advertising agency in the 1960’s and it’s trying to be real!

Anyway, my favourite characters are Peggy Olson and Pete Campbell. My reasons for liking Peggy are straightforward - she’s ambitious and aware and always honest. She isn’t glamourous or celebrated for her beauty but she has something that matters more - credibility. Something that she cherishes because she’s had to push for it. She’s just too likeable to dislike. But like Pete, her outside demeanor masks something far different - it comes out through her eyes sometimes or how she says things - but like Pete, she is probably unware of the depth of this other-persona.

But Pete, oh Pete…a weird little set of compulsive needs and neurotic tendencies in a manboy’s mind. Slightly robotic, frustrated in every way possible, with a never-to-be-returned mancrush on Don Draper - Pete is everyloser but nevertheless, in a enviable position - he is from a well-regarded family, married to a picture-perfect wife (even if they seem to be children playing house rather than an actual adult married couple) and a big office at Sterling Cooper with his Greek chrous buddies (whom I also love despite their rather disgusting ways).

I’m not telling anyone anything they wouldn’t learn from episode one (if you haven’t seen it, go watch it!) but it seems like Peggy/Pete is the relationship everyone loves to deplore but secretly cheer on. That’s understandable - they’re both outsiders, more so than Don/Rachel, and besides, they just look too cute together! But in a way, I feel guilty for feeling that Peggy should make things work with Pete. It would be too out-of-character for her (especially in light of the season two ending) because she wants more than that. 

Then I start thinking more personally. I know (knew?) a Pete in real-life (minus the freaky hunting fantasies) and things ended badly. I was never sure if he’d be nice or not to me…and sometimes I didn’t mind either one. The few times I was at his place, he’d make awkward conversation and put his arm around me and act like this is all homely and gosh-terrific. Every act was functional. I told him that I thought he felt things deeper than he even knew himself and he agreed. That made me feel very sad for him.   

Life is a non-event if you’re just going to sit there and do nothing.

I think I’m doing something.
I think I’m doing something right.
I think I hope I’m doing something right and I’ll be forgiven if I’m not.

Good Things.

In protest of the past two days of my life, I’m going to say some good things about things I like very much.

1. Come Dine With Me: I’m slavishly inslaved to this show. I love it. I love how right now there’s a very old lady scientist reading her unpublished novel to a group of near-strangers and one is starting to cry. I love the concepts, the hopes and ambitions of all the people on it being realised through a dinner party.

2. Banana and dark chocolate chips: my new snack of Wintertime. I’m starting to be heavily preoccupied with what exactly is going inside me to help me run and go and have energy for every day, even shitty awful days like this one.

3. The fact I will soon have an awesome Eagle Tatty Devine necklace to stroke and kiss and add to the small pile of black boxes on my dressing table. I love Tatty Devine too much.

4. Going to see Of Montreal at the end of the month in Manchester! Loads of pictures to follow of this superevent if I don’t actually kill myself by flinging my body at Kevin Barnes in a show of ultra-friendship.

Uh, yeah. That should do it.

This is the most cute and bizarre animal I’ve ever seen. Deermouse! You just know it’s a goth-loli brand in Japan somewhere…

This is the most cute and bizarre animal I’ve ever seen. Deermouse! You just know it’s a goth-loli brand in Japan somewhere…

She is so my future wife.

She is so my future wife.